Pissing down with rain and a hell load of wind to boot? Yeah it’s Monday again.
Today has been one of them where you’ve just not done much with yourself. Although I did go out and buy 5 brand new books by George Orwell. (If you haven’t read 1984, I urge you to go out, buy it and read it sooo much). It’s so captivating. But yeah, they should keep me busy if my mind decides to stay in one spot forrrrr an hour? Is that too much to ask? Thanks brain.
I’ve watched (for the thousandth time), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It got me thinking, what if you just had ANY memory you wanted erased? One morning you’re married to the love of your life.. the next you wake up to find some stranger drinking your morning coffee? It is one thing to ponder on. (and I’d be pissed..get the F off my coffee)
Anyway..in my first post I stated I was fat. Now to anyone else it’s like ‘oh get over it, you’re fine the way you are, I’d kill to look like you..’ Well it’s just how you feel about yourself and I’ve decided to do something about that by joining Slimming World. I won’t bore you with the deets but you basically can eat as much healthy as possible and have 15 syns (bad food list).
So I’m in my second week (lost 3lb in my first) and I’ve just felt so hungry all week. I had no syns today until I came to watch a film where I had 9/15 and I do feel a bit more satisfied. I just don’t have much faith in it at all and don’t reckon I’ll lose much on Wednesday. I’ll hopefully be posting on Weds at how elated I am that I lost a lb. Can AD’s affect your weightloss??
So Wednesday is like my busiest day of the week.. my one day of study, which means I get to do plenty of walking, study for a couple hours, more walking, eat healthy and go step on the scales. (I love busy days)
I’m meant to go to some job thing tomorrow, but I’m not mentally ready for it. I’ve built myself up and up to it for days and then I just get anxious (like now), think of big crowded spaces, small rooms, false smiles and just can’t bring myself to do it. I’ll get another opportunity in this situation anyway which is good I suppose.
Me & B have been quite good the past couple of days. We’ve had a few chats and everything seems sort of back on track. I just want the best for him but it gets so tiring having to push someone to do their thing sometimes.. well most of the time.
I get to see him on Friday evening for 3 whole nights after nearly 3 weeks. It gives me so much to look forward to, seeing as I do nothing else these days.. and let’s face it LDR’s are NOT easy.
My Pops is off work for two weeks which is lovely, but is making some things a bit awks. He loves to watch the footie ALL day.. and I mean ALL day.. I mean come on Pops let me put on Comedy Central or the Disney channel. Plus I’ve wanted to get some exercise done and my rooms a cube so I’ve only got downstairs. Boooooo 😥
I‘m going to aim to try and post more in the day time when things pop to my mind rather than all at once like this, so hopefully you won’t be sat there thinking come onnnnn when is Giggles going to postttt?
Not so Giggles for you tonight though, sorry Gigglers. I’ll try better next time.
Signing out.
Giggles. X
P.s – remember to check out 1984 by George Orwell.
P.p.s – remember to smile
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